When My Dog Died, the World Fell Apart

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 Late November 2021, my dog passed away. At first, it was just grief - losing a friend who had been there for years. But soon after, something strange happened. Within a few months, the world started spinning out of control. Wars broke out, chaos spread, and every week seemed to bring some new crisis.

It sounds crazy, but when I had my dog, it felt like he kept the world balanced - not just my world, but the world. Like somehow, his presence anchored life, kept the madness at bay. When he was gone, that invisible thread snapped, and the world unraveled.

It made me wonder - could there be some unseen connection between my life and the bigger picture? A personal link between my stability and the world’s? Maybe it’s just in my head, or maybe there’s more to it.

Sometimes I think the answer is to find another dog. Sometimes I think it’s finding a woman. Maybe both. Something - or someone - to tie me back to the world and give that connection strength again.

I’m still figuring it out. Still trying to explain who I really am, and why losing a dog could feel like losing the world.

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